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Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 4/17/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: listening to music, trying to make people laugh (usually laughing AT me ... not WITH me), skiing, boarding, hanging out with my bestest friends ever dan jackie and heather!!!
Expertise: your my expertise *nudge nudge wink wink know what i mean know what i mean*
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 2/28/2003

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

agh that just made me so mad! "cuz lexa has her priorities" YOU'RE LUCKY I EVEN FUCKING CAME OVER!!! i was halfway home but i came to say goodbye u should fucking worship me for that. then he gives me this crappy lil kiss and im like thats it? and he groans and looks at the window and goes fine gives me a longer but still crappy kiss. wtf! do u want her or something and dont want her to see us kising or does she want u and u dont want to hurt her? either way its fucking crap because i came all the way from halfway to my house to get a nice goodbye kiss but all i get is anger.  i shuoldnt have gone over. the second i saw a car in the driveway i should've known. that completely ruined my night and just made me mad. ugh whatever. at least i dont have to see him for a week.


Friday, June 17, 2005

i wish i could go back to february or march of 2004 and stay there forever. i was happy then. i had nothing to worry about. no college shit, none of this ex-boyfriend drama. i wish it would all go away just this once. just so i could get my life together.  oh god i cant wait to leave this fucking place. leave all of my memories behind and start new.  *sigh* if only ...


Wednesday, March 30, 2005

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).

Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism

88%

Buddhism

75%

Christianity

71%

Islam

67%

Paganism

63%

Satanism

54%

Judaism

46%

Hinduism

17%

atheism

8%

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

*sigh* i cant believe they're gone.

it's so sad to see your best friends go, i wish life was perfect and that everyone had, at least, exactly as much money as they needed so that my best friends wouldnt have to leave.

i hope lecia and sophie will live long happy lives with whoever they will be with.  i hope they wont think back on us too much, that they can get over their seperationg from us quickly through having each other. 








dogs really are a man (or woman's) best friend.  ill miss you girls.



ill never forget you, i loved you both very much.


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

 [LAST...]
movie you watched = Ju-Ohn
movie you bought = do xmas presents count? star wars, eternal sunshine, shrek 2, and more
cd you bought = dunno, been a long time since i bought a cd (my lovely dan burns them for me )
cd you listened to = Brand New double something (i forget the name of it)
person you've called = dan?
person that's called you = that i've actually answered the phone for? dan
tv show you've watched = overhaulin

[DO...]
you have a crush on someone= well its more than a crush silly
you wish you could live somewhere else = yes, somewhere where it doesnt rain so much in the winter
you think about suicide = eh, not really ... no actually not at all
others find you attractive = dan does...i think other people do (i hope they do otherwise my dreams of being a sex symbol will be crushed)
you want more tattoos = ah no scary! ouchies!
you like cleaning = of course, you should see my room, it's always neat and clean...yeah right i hate it
you like roller coasters = mhmm
you write in cursive or print = both kinda

[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships = i think they're hard and if uve never really been close to the person in the first place (location wise) then they usually dont work but if u have been then theoretically they should work
using someone = against
suicide = against, there is always someone worse off than you.
killing people = against, thou shalt not kill
smoking = no way, my brother smokes, its gross.
driving drunk= no way once again, ur not only putting urself in danger but other peoples lives as well
gay/lesbian relationships = whatever, i have no right to take that freedom away from someone else (hence gay marriage should be legal, at least the same benefits as heterosexual marriage with a dif name whatever the gov't has no right to deny it)

[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a girl = ...actually yes, it was my best friend
ever cried over a boy = oh yeah
ever lied to someone = ...yes
ever been in a fist fight = well sorta, me and dani used to play fist fight all the time while in line for store at camp heh heh good times

[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = ummmm...dont rememer
shoes do you wear = birks baby
are you scared of = college, spiders, bugs, snakes, getting a tattoo or something peirced, old men (they're gunna rape me), ummm not being able to make new friends in college (stupid best selling books making me all nervous)

[NUMBER...]
of times I have had my heart broken? = once
of hearts I have broken? = one ... two?
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a couple, just stats for vball though
of things in my past that I regret? = a few, ive got one major one right now, not seeing that my parents were gunna divorce (would've made it much easier) not being outgoing enough in certain situations

[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = yes
funny = ...does laughing/telling corny jokes count?
hot = future sex symbols silly
friendly = mhmm, especially if ur friendly to me too
amusing = yes, cuz im kind of a ditz (but shhh dont tell anyone i said that)
ugly = no, there are certain things i dont like about my body but the good stuff counteracts it all
loveable = well someone loves me now so i must be
caring = yes
sweet = well yeah, but lots a time i say the wrong things
dorky = oh yeah

[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word= hmmm thats a tough one...ill get back to ya
Actor/actress= dont really have one, i like natalie portman and jim carrey
Candy= CHO-CO-LATE baby
Cartoon= FOSTER'S HOME FOR IMAGINARY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!
Cereal= frosted mini wheats
Chewing gum= i like the hard coated ones, like eclipse, and they have to be strong flavored too
Color(s)= purple!
Day of week= wednesday
Least fave day= monday
Flower= orchids or roses (i get it from my mommy hehe)
Jello flavor= they have this bubbly berry one, its yummy
Summer/Winter= winter

|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: me, but other than me it was dan
Saw you cry: dan
Made you cry: dan ... but it was my fault...so me
Yelled at you: ...no one?
Sent you an email: mommy, forwarding the confirmation message for the hotel in vt. woo!!!!!

|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: mhmm (pajama day at school silly)
Kept a secret from everyone: yes, cuz i thought it would be better that way
Cried during a movie: hehe LotR:RotK
Planned your week based on the TV: heh...mmmm...TLC
Been on stage: yeah in elementary school (for the play thingies) and middle school for band
Been to New York: yup 3 times in 2 weeks around break
Been to California: no, but i really wanna go
Hawaii: yes, went with my dad
China: ...actually i think so when i was an infant (still breast feeding)
Canada: yup, come one my bro goes to college there
Europe: yes, my family it from sweden and we have a house in france...of course i have
Asia: yup, infancy again
South: yup mission trips
Australia: no but i really really want to
Wished you were another gender: yeah, just for one day *sigh*

|| This or That? ||
Apples or bananas?: apples...mmmm...apple pie
Blue or red?: ...purple?
Walmart or target?: walmart totally
Spring or Fall?: spring, my bday!!!!!
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: hopefully fall asleep, if not talk with dan
What was the last meal you ate?: meal was dinner, but i had ice cream afterwards
Are you bored?: no tired
Last noise you heard?: keyboard typing/cell ringing
Last smell you sniffed?: moisturizer

|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: ...dunno, like at first sight sure, maybe not love
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: eh, none of my own i wanna adopt but 2 is too few and 3 means one is left out but 4 is too many so i dunno
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust/honesty/funness

|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: well i got taken in once cuz i didnt think b4 acting
Do you speak any other languages?: a lil swedish a lil french
Last book you read: im reading "I am charlotte simmons" its freaking me out about college
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: my beary best friend, my 007 painting, my mr qwakers

|| You ||
Nickname(s): lexa...lil swede and lil paulsson
Initials: ALEP
How old do you look?: well according to NYC waiters i look over 21 when im dressed up
How old do you act?: sometimes like a 2 year old, mostly my age
Glasses/Contacts: i have like reading glasses, but i want purple contacts to match my hair
Braces: end of 6th to before 9th? dont really remember
Do you have any pets?: 2 of the bestest cutest dogs ever
You get embarrassed: yesh
What makes you happy?: dan, my friends, my art class, spending time with my mommy and my bros all together, youth group...lots of stuff
What upsets you?: i dunno, college does

|| Finish the sentence: ||
I Love to... do my favorite things, be with my friends go skiing, play volleyball
I Miss... having a whole family dinner, both parents both brothers
I Wish... i could fall asleep
I Hope... that next year will work itself out
I'm Annoyed by... stupid/immature people
I Want to be... happy
I Would Never... get a tattoo or anything peirced
I'd Rather be... held by dan and falling sleep
I Am Tired of... being around ramapo people
I Will Always be... a swede

... i still dunno what my fave 5 letter word is...


...i got it now..."silly"



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